When I consider this is a beautiful world, the reality always comes to shock me. See, one day, a boy with the purest eyes told you that he had had sexual experiences several times when he was 17; one of your best friends tries to persuade you that to be a gay was nothing matter just as what he was. What’s on the earth happened? Am I too naïve to know the reality or just the society is changing too fast to be followed?

   Once upon a time, I can’t accept THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. I found everything is dark and dirty in that world but it also seems shining and healthy. If I live in that kind of world, I’m going crazy undoubtedly. However, that happens! Suddenly, you realize not everything goes well as you image. Only you enjoy this “beautiful” world. Nobody knows what is hid behind the pure eyes and bright smiles of others.

    The more serious is, when I get a secret, I must do my utmost to keep that at the bottom of my heart. No bosom friend can share such a helpless feeling. What I should do? Just pretend to be nothing happens, and behave as what I do normally. However, my world view has to be changed.

    One of my roommates concluded that no one can really understand anyone else in the world, so every one is lonely. Now I completely agree with her. You can never know everything about your closest friend. The only thing I can do is insisting my own belief.